Episode 1 : How long should I wait? I mean should WE wait? (Ayah and Bunda)

Ini foto kami masih berdua, masih menunggu-nunggu hadirnya Zara

Honeymoon kami di Jogja

09 June 2007,

ayah dan bunda diijabkabulkan. I felt so happy, of marrying some one i really wish of. Not until I was off to Jakarta, following ayah to start our new life as a married couple. I felt so sad of leaving mak and ayah (nenek), sampei2 bunda nampak kereta Chevrolet Spark (it was nenek's car at that time) di Jakarta bunda nangis. :') Anyway, cut the story short. So we both live in Jakarta, and we've been gone thru so many laughed and tears. Time goes by...Sudah 3 bulan kami menikah...kok masih belum hamil ya? We've waited patiently, not til every month i bought the test pack to check whether i got pregnant or not. But always no happy news for us and everyone. I started to get frustrated. Started to cry. :')

By June, (for what i remember), ayah got his new job, better offer from where he worked before. He moved to his new office and we were happy. Not long after that, we have our new house ready, its the one in Jln. Timbul. Seperti bulan2 sebelumnya, bunda akan beli test pack. Ya Allah! Menakah tok?

BREAK!

(remember i told u that while i am writing thing this u r beside me, gerak2, talking baby language and gigit jari? Now, u falled asleep sendiri...Cian anak bunda!!! muah2)

Ok, back to the story, Menakah Tok??? I hardly believe it was positive. Sebab warna nya pun samar2, since i am doing the test too early, so garis nya sik nampak gilak. I called your dad at the office. He asked me to buy more test pack and do the test again. Bunda beli lagi 3 test pack, dan bener, positif. Sorenya, setelah ayah pulang kantor, kami ke klinik bunda di margonda, dan dokter juga mengesahkan bunda hamil....

ALHAMDULILLAH.

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Sayang Zara,

People sometimes pressure us but, always be patient. If we cannot have it now, maybe tomorrow. Allah knows better, and let Him do whatever the best for us.

I have you at the right time. We will have something in our life at our right time. Not too worry so much on what He's planning for us. Just go and find the effort then pray for it. InsyaAllah, u'll get it on the right time.

And i have you on the right time. Subhanallah.

Love,

Bunda